What a loser.

I know. I know. I said I would update this more, and I realllllllyyyyyy wanted to be doing at least a post a week.

Forgive me. I feel like when I am keeping up with my personal life I cant manage my internet life at the same time and the same for my internet life compared to my "etsy" life.

I am not flipping the bird here.

Where have I been??

Hello!
I know, I know... I have been so bad at updating this blog!

One of my goals for the new year is "keeping up with my online life."

The easiest way for me to do so is with pictures. I know this is very popular with blogs, but it is what feels right. ^.^ Please follow me, and stick with me.

<3 ready for picture explosion?

It has been awhile

So I haven't been posting on here as much as I would like.

More of my attention has been put towards my tumblr.

On my tumblr are more light hearted, easy posts. On here It's almost like a dairy.

So whats new?
My parents are in town and I am loving it! When they go home I think I will finally do that tour video I was talking about, of my craft room. They brought me so much organizational stuff its brilliant!

Well gtg

What to wear?

So remember that wedding I was talking about???


Well every time I go to look at dresses, I lose interest and go home.
No good.
No good because the wedding is sooner than later.

I just haven't seen anything that has caught my eye. I don't want to purchase something that I will only wear once.

Maye I will go to the store and take picture in the dressing room.

<3

White wedding

I will be my best friends hot date to a wedding soon.
It will hopefully be a lot of  fun. I know I will have fun with her at least.

So maybe we should start at the beginning of my being invited to this wedding. Well I wasn't invited in the first place. Please, no need to break out the violins to play a sad opening song. I Don't really know the people who will be celebrating the union of their relationship.

I went to high school with the bride to be. I worked with her for a little bit at my very first job. That is pretty much all I really know about this girl.

I don't know the groom.

I do know my best friend was in a sticky situation and wanted me to go with her. So I was thinking: " Cake, dancing, fun.. why not?" It will be a chance for us girls to hang out (her and I) and just do what we do best.

Now here is where things get tricky. The maid of honor and I have an annoying past. I wont go into it because it would take far to long, and honestly you don't want to hear it. Trust me.

So yes I know how this girl can be, and what kind of person she is.
My plan of action? UH duh? Just don't talk to her.

Easy-peasy-lemon-squeeze

So why am I telling you all this? I just got off the phone with my mother and she was very annoyed. She doesn't want me to get mixed up with her again. Even though I told her I have no desire to, she insisted I probably wouldn't go if it was other wise.

What can you do? My mother is concerned and loves me with all her heart. She also knows how much of a hose-beast this lady can be.

I will let you know how it all goes. 
Until then, what should I wear??

I'm not one of those girls

Growing up I have never been raised to.. blow smoke up anyone's butt. It is really THAT simple.

So when there are some girls talking badly about me continuously, I  don't jump at the first chance to kiss their butts. 

I can't.

1. Because I just don't want to
2. Said people don't deserve that kind of treatment from me.
3. It is extremely hard for me to be fake and act like I don't particularly like you.

*Please note: In a working situation this is obviously different. I am also not one of those girls who starts drama at the work place. Although my feelings for you are not those of happy feelings, I will treat the person I work with as an equal and civilly.

So does this quality make me a strong, or weak person? At times maybe it is a little bit of both.

But the way I am will never change, and so my integrity will stay.